actually,i understand everything
just, i shouldn't make this move at all.
perharps , someone was right.
suddenly, i felt tire of struggling and fighting for something that i am unsure of .
now, i don't know what to do .
today , i skipped class again .
from the day i graduate from high school untill now.
i realise i have complete nothing and create a lot of shit hole due to my greedy .
i am really piss off of myself .
so now i want to close up and it's the time to change the way .
but, it's too late .
now one can realise or understand my situation excpet myself.
i am not trying to say how phathetic i am .
just , i am lost .
as usual i always lost , but this time i can't find the way out .
The only way is to fight along and struggling along untill oneday ,you may see the light in front of you .
i will never know when or where the light appears.
as i told tkw yesterday , i am really such a loser .
just don't think too much .
do whatever i can now.
do the best and try the best.
these are the word i can tell myself.
these are the thing that i can do now.
no planning .
no hoping.
because i don't quanlify to have the plan and hope.
perharps , it's the way .
2 comments:
well...plan and hope is needed....just that u need to make several adjustment to ur plan when something affect it...besides, u rnt the only one who is lost, im lost too XD....well when u r lost, think as simple as possible, dont make ur life too complicated XD
no matter when you will see this message, but what i want to let you know is that i always hope that you are happy all the times (of course, all your friends do so), please don't hide yourself behind your shield and just keep suffering alone in your blog.... tell the truth when facing people.... if you are fine, then fine. if not, don't hide. you have came over lots of problems, and we did lost in our past, this is human- always LOST species. what can i say to you? actually, you have already knew that. people lost, and then back, and lost again, and back again... i was shocked to find out your previously blog posts, i thought you have been doing well since our last chat. although i m just a never-meet-friend, but i really care of how are u doing, don't hide yourself ok? this is only what i can say-good luck!
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